Wednesday, April 13, 2011

I've taken things for granted.

                 I've taken mom for granted. I'm so comfortable that she's always there and she'll never leave our side. Little did i know she has a cancer. We were too young for the details to know, that's what they said. So until now i don't know the whole story, there are still pieces that are missing. I never asked because what gives? No one has time to share it to us. For all i know, me and my brothers suffered inside. It creates a hole in our hearts and that changed us. No one understands us or me. No one even ask the perfect question. All the questions were general. What is your problem? What is wrong? Blah blah blah. I have a lot of problem and everything's wrong. That's all.


                 Now, i have to see life without mom. Coz that's what life is. Life sucks. It lets you feel the happiness then suffer afterwards. Now i have to be like this. To let them feel that i'm an independent person. To let them know that i'm fine even if i'm crying inside. I wish mom was here. She'll understand me even if i'm wrong. She'll let me understand what are the things that i should not take things for granted. I wish she was here to let them understand that what they're doing or going to do is changing me into something.

Do you want to see life without me? Literally?

Sunday, April 10, 2011

What I found in a site-i-can't-tell & someone's blog :>

After a breakup. 

He was a major part of your life; of course you’ll miss him; it’s perfectly normal. It’s like getting a tooth pulled out; after the dentist pulls it, you’re relieved. But how many times do you run your tongue over the spot where it once was ? Probably a hundred times a day. Just because it was hurting you, doesn’t mean you don’t notice it. It leaves a gap, and sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly. It’s going to take a while, but it always takes some time. Should you have kept the tooth? No, because it was causing you pain. Pulling the tooth was the right decision, but it’s still going to hurt.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Summer Class.

Yes i'm having summer class and it'll start tomorrow :">
I'm so excited i'll be going to school again. :)
`nuff said.