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Memories that pierce her through her heart.

January 2, 2011

           She felt another tear rush right down on her face. They run down as fast as they can and she can't do anything about it. She remembers her mom again, and she's in deep pain as she imagines her crying in that hospital bed at her father's house. All she remember is her, her mom's face, though it's blurry, she could see her mom's tears, and the sadness in her mom's eyes. Yes, that's what she's all seeing in Three in the morning, and at that time, she knows she's missing her mom. Those little times they are together, the bonds that they have when her mother's not feeling well anymore.

         For the first time, she's disappointed at her mom, for not letting her know what she's going through. For not telling her when there's no way to cure her mom. She's too young to know, yes, but she could've understand if it was well-explained. But now, she's not disappointed anymore. She knows her mom doesn't want her to cause pain in her, when she was just merely little. But now, she knows very well that her mom can't bear seeing her children cry. It would cause her more pain if they'll know that she's already dying. And now, as she goes back in reality, when her mom's really gone and she can't do anything about it. She consider thinking on the bright side, that her mom's happy to be with them. Those times they're with her mom. Their bondings when they were little. The time that she stayed at her grandfather's house just to take care of her mom. Those times that her mom would sneaked up on her school so that they could talk even for awhile, at that time, her mom was in Q.C. and would go to her school in Biñan.

         Yes, she appreciate those things. She appreciate every good thing that her mom did. And yes, she remembers it all, and that's what keeps her going on in life. She knows her mom is happy somewhere and that she's safe, just like her. And as she sleeps, she puts a smile on her face, knowing that her mom would tuck her tight, and telling her that everything is going to be alright. And that she loves her so much.

• What her mom wrote on the book that she gave:

"May this book be your guide to a good and better life. Always remember that i will be here for you inspite of what has happened.. You and your brothers are my inspiration in life and it is what keeps me going on in life... Love, Mommy"

GoodAfternoon, Sunday :)

Okay, i just woke up. Time check: 12:43pm
Oh.sh.t. I don't know if i can wake up early on the 4th of January. -____-
I'm having a hard time sleeping with all the thoughts in my head. You can see my post that it's 4:34 in the morning ;)
Anyway, i've got to get moving, clean up most of the beds. But first, i need to wash my face & so on :D
I'll post the note i have later after the cleaning thing is done. :)

--- Kirsten Martin

2011, Let's get things started.

Okay, so this is the second time i've made an account here. LOL :P
I forgot the email and password of the first one -____- Clumsy huh? :)
Anyway, this will be my very own blog. 2011, please be nice? Thanks :)
Im going to sleep now. It's 4:34 in the morning :) I've got a draft written on my notebook. I'll just post it here later. :)
Take care y'all. :) I'll try to update this every now and then :)


--- Kirsten Martin